I've made a decision...I'm going back into figure skating.
Well not "back into".
Just for fun.
No competing or anything like that.
If at all maybe one or two. Just for fun ^_^
To be honest here's why i'm doing it:
I want to feel like I can do something.
Ice skating used to be something I knew I could do and enjoying doing mainly because I COULD do it.
I felt powerful whether I was or not.
I felt graceful whether I was or not.
I want that again.
This may be selfish but I do WANT it.
I want to feel like there's something I can be good at.
Something I have the ability to not only do but achive doing it better.
And with this, I can. Or at LEAST I can in my head >.<
And that is something unlike anything else in my life.
Just thinking about that ice...brings me the sun...
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